::It's not always easy...
This week we had to bring Aaron to the emergency room.
After being seen by the nurse at the front desk, they rushed him in the trauma room. We where following them but they told us to stay in another little room until they had finish doing tests and put the IV line. That part was not easy. I didn't like it. I was nervous. I was so glad my best friend was there... my dear husband who is there anytime, all the time, with a smile and a hug.
It's not always easy, especially when the specialist called me yesterday morning to tell me that now, they think it's not Myocarditis but Dilated Cardiomyopathy. That was not easy. I did not like that.
It was hard, I had a cry, I had to take it in, to process it in my brain.
It was hard, but then, I had to come to the conclusion that yes it's hard but...
I can't drag myself TODAY or every day, when TODAY is a good day...
When the sun is shining and the colors outside are gorgeous,
When TODAY Aaron is feeling good and we can sing together at the table after supper.
I have to be happy every minute I can.
I have to thank God for the blessings he gives me
Things could be worst, yes, but TODAY it's ok and I have to appreciate it.
This week we had to bring Aaron to the emergency room.
After being seen by the nurse at the front desk, they rushed him in the trauma room. We where following them but they told us to stay in another little room until they had finish doing tests and put the IV line. That part was not easy. I didn't like it. I was nervous. I was so glad my best friend was there... my dear husband who is there anytime, all the time, with a smile and a hug.
It's not always easy, especially when the specialist called me yesterday morning to tell me that now, they think it's not Myocarditis but Dilated Cardiomyopathy. That was not easy. I did not like that.
It was hard, I had a cry, I had to take it in, to process it in my brain.
It was hard, but then, I had to come to the conclusion that yes it's hard but...
I can't drag myself TODAY or every day, when TODAY is a good day...
When the sun is shining and the colors outside are gorgeous,
When TODAY Aaron is feeling good and we can sing together at the table after supper.
I have to be happy every minute I can.
I have to thank God for the blessings he gives me
Things could be worst, yes, but TODAY it's ok and I have to appreciate it.
At the same minute I'm writing this, I hear my big boy downstairs singing out loud with his big voice. This put a smile on my face :-) I love to hear him sing and sing with him. It's one of my favorite thing to do.
Hope you are all having a great weekend!
Blessings,
Nancy
I will be praying for you and your family! :)
ReplyDeleteGod bless!
Felicia
Thank you so much Felicia, it's very kind of you :-)
DeleteBlessings,
Nancy
Prayers and thoughts are with you! We have many blessings to be thankful for. Have a great day :)
ReplyDeleteJess
Thank you so much Jess, we really appreciate your thoughts and prayers.
DeleteThank you also for the card you send Aaron. It's very kind of you.
Blessings,
Nancy
xox
Je pense beaucoup à vous...
ReplyDeleteVous voyez le positif même dans une situation difficile. Ça vous donneras le courage que vous avez besoin.
Un jour à la fois...
Désolé d'écrire en français. Je comprends assez bien l'anglais mais j'ai plus de misère à l'écrire et le parler. :-)
Merci beaucoup Sunnyjo, c'est gentil à toi de penser à nous. J'apprécie beaucoup vos pensées en français ou en anglais :-)
DeleteDear Nancy,
ReplyDeletemy prayers are for Aaron, for you and for all your family.
Hugs
Thank you so much Laura, it`s very kind of you. We really appreciate that.
DeleteBlessings,
Nancy